Not to think of a white bear – 2009-2014

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the white bear in China – 2009

“Try and set yourself the task not to think of a white bear, and the cursed thing comes to mind every minute” Fyodor Dostoyevskij, in “Winter Notes on Summer Impressions” 1863

In 2009, however  I managed to do what Dostoyevskij thought impossible in 1863, and got the bear out of my head. Since then it has been out of the head on several occasions. Now, this externalized inner beast, has even got it’s own website now where it shares it’s superficial experiences from the surface of things:

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